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roboticdrumsonminidiscs

by handmadehand

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1.
canttakeit 02:36
So you tried it all but nothing ever fits. You’re too wired to bring down and still politer than your face shows. It seems redundant to try and talk about connections cause you’re petrified of catching eyes and starting conversations. It gets a little frayed and you can’t save it. For all that you know you know that you can’t or you know you won’t. Feel a little rub and you can’t take it. For all that you know you know that you try but you know you don’t. So you line up thoughts and tie us up in knots. Your tone fixed on hopeful but we’re slipping down the steep side. You keep removing all ideas above our station till we’ve seen the last of answers to the simplest of questions.
2.
So I could be right here and I could feel or I don’t. I can taste all of the bitterness when you lie where you won’t. With the same soft smile and the shaking of your head you feel inclined to disagree with everything they say you’ve ever said. Cause you promised yourself in the world as it freezes the death of desire, the cure to all of the known diseases. It’s gentle and it’s brutal But it’s ultimately pointless. You’d tear it all up But you’re too fucking feckless and you know that it would never let you go. So you’re overturning thoughts, turning over tables. Trying to describe the life you live through two thousand year old fables. And it makes no sense when they do, it paints no odds to try. Packaged in a little box That you would live in till you die. And you promised yourself in the world as it turns you’d rip off the tags to the things that you’d never return. The complex allegory that was hidden in your lines probably looks a lot like mine. And so we know that it would never let you go.
3.
sinkingship 02:15
“Cover up my love” I said surely like I know I’m gonna help you make something better of it. You think you’ve had enough. “No one’s ever gonna love you if you don’t look or think, talk and wear it like you own it” “D’you want some good advice? I could explain to you the world we built, where you sit, how it wraps around you.” “You’d always seemed too nice, though I could tell that you were never quite the easy fit.” If you don’t die young you’ve bailed or you’ve followed. Too sharp your tongue and your time expires. Your wins half won and your failures demoralising. Given over to a simpler life. Left to discuss how close you nearly came, how right you were though you can’t say why. And it’s safer to turn and run your little race than for you to dream your little dream of change If you don’t try hard you’re left for another. Too soft your arms where your body slips. For one so calm your face fails to cover up the constant dripping of your sinking ship. With your head held high you’ve given up on thinking, you’ve given up on judging yourself by your old desires. Short of nothing and built out of broken parts so you can’t go back and you can’t go on. On and on And they talk about nothing. They talk about you and your eyes roll back in your head. Seems so lost, so far short of becoming, a world much smaller than the life you led.
4.
alotoflies 02:11
He’s got tired eyes but you can see that he’s trying. Trying hard to equate all the love he makes with the love he takes. As he combs out hair, one day closer to dying I guess. So much harder to recognise disguised as someone older than he remembers. Seen through knocks and kicks and jabs and things we’d all regret. We tell a lot of lies when we’re talking to ourselves. It’s a simple hoax born out of a single promise. Said the world we meet is the life we’re owed for the soul we’re born. So he sets out hopes, drowning in the debt of his parents loves. It’s getting easier to justify the rights and wrongs of things that don’t concern us. Spat with scorn through gritted teeth but littered with desires. You tell a lot of lies when we’re talking to ourselves Not quite old enough to live but you’re young enough to die. We waste a lot of time. We waste a lot of time just thinking about....
5.
sorrythatI'm 03:58
It’s getting colder more than darker mid afternoon to early evening. Just as Summer turns to Autumn we’ll be leaving for the comfort of a corner where we can just sit and watch the light die. Moving out above and in between the room revolves but it won’t mean that much to anyone who’s tried, but live within the ups and downs of everythings that we get so very used to. I can’t think to say and so we don’t and hope it doesn’t matter. I get so distracted By the truth of everythings that we don’t know. I’m sorry that I’m so. I’m sorry that I am so. Reflected in silhouette, back lit by a filament Your hands describe a circle your voice describes an incident, a part of something separate. So full of life but it’s not now, another time to dance around all of the people that we don’t talk about. Suggestions better left alone, held up in something set to kill the silence.
6.
education 00:50
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This is a collection of ideas written and played on my one man home made electro-mechanical band. All tracks were recorded and mixed in my spare room on an old Yamaha 8 track mini disc recorder.

This project was originally envisioned as a live performance and probably makes a lot more sense if you can see it happening. Hopefully at some time in the not too distant future you'll be able to.....

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released September 23, 2020

written/performed/recorded/mixed by handmadehand
mastered By Carl Rosamond @ The Billiard Room
artwork by James Sewell

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